wo es war, soll ich werden

3rd April 2010

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don’t know

Ravage, cloister, seclusion in utter freedom, parameters without boundaries, where do we go from here?  Finitude, the body and its breakdowns, blood pumping, something is wrong, palpitations, dysphoria, retention and release, catatonia, breakdown, despair, desolation, delirium _ _ _

words, how many do i know?  how many more are there to know?  does this approximate what can happen at any moment?  do we know each other?  do i know myself?  destitution, continuing on.  infinitely.  INfinitely.  inside your finitude, not outside, which is presupposed by death, where finitude is dominated by.  understanding, possible?  interpretation, always.  never the same.  never the same.  always the same.  it comes and goes, but the ebb and flow are always so limiting.  the need for more.  the want for more.  the desire for something else.  maybe it will come one day.